Colorful Delusions

Formalities

Jacqui, my sister's wedding is tommorow. *sigh* that means heat, formal suits and social events for me. Weddings are not as emotional as some people tend to say. I've seen my sister and mom tired, stressed, and excited, yet I just feel indifferent. I acknowledge it as a special day, but I don't feel it is. blah. Won't be on the computer for a while.

posted by Raziel @ 6:44 AM 0 illusions

Ups and downs in my videogame life and quizzes

The first time I had a chance to buy new games, I got Tekken 5, Dynasty Warriors 5, and Grand Theft Auto San Andreas. Only Tekken 5 worked, while the others won't even start. After getting all of Hwoarang's accessories and shirt colors as well as all the characters and some endings, I changed the games since I couldn't play Devil Within and Arcade history, Tekken 5 as well.

What did I get? Tekken 5 CD which stops once Namco's logo shows, GTA: San Andreas which still doesn't work, and Kessen 3 since there were no other copies of Dynasty Warriors 5. I don't like Kessen. The movement is SLOW and the story isn't intresting enough to make me endure each level just to see what happens next. I was going to try Devil Jin's story mode next! I was better off playing Tekken 5 -_-

I finally have Starcraft installed so I finally have an alternative to RO besides Gunbound and Neopets. Since it doesn't seem like I'm going to get game time soon, I might be in starcraft most of the time. My overlords are exploding. Maybe I should move them... Nah, I'll take a few quizzes first.

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	High
Schizoid Disorder:	Moderate
Schizotypal Disorder:	High
Antisocial Disorder:	Moderate
Borderline Disorder:	Moderate
Histrionic Disorder:	Low
Narcissistic Disorder:	Low
Avoidant Disorder:	Very High
Dependent Disorder:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	High
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Not as high as others, but not low either

You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof). Agnosticism is a philosophy that God's existence cannot be proven. Some say it is possible to be agnostic and follow a religion; however, one cannot be a devout believer if he or she does not truly believe.

agnosticism 75% Christianity 67% Islam 54% Buddhism 54% Hinduism 54% Judaism 46% Paganism 29% Satanism 21% atheism 17% Which religion is the right one for you? (new version) created with QuizFarm.com

Maybe... I just believe that I shouldn't automatically cast off anything that is not found in the Christian Religion. No one is ever sure, so anything might be possible.



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posted by Raziel @ 1:42 AM 0 illusions

Hoping for a miracle...

I hate it when this day comes, but no matter what I do, it always will. It has arrived but I am still unprepared. I have known there is nothing else to do but stand up, face my fears, and claim the results of my actions during the entire schoolyear. I should gather all my courage and take the consequences. Take up arms, preparing for the worst.

*remembers that I didn't pass any long test in Science and Filipino*
*hides in closet* or I can just stay here for the rest of my life.

posted by Raziel @ 6:01 PM 1 illusions