Colorful Delusions

Stealing old memes~
Go to your music player of choice and put it all on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud, and after each one press play. Use the song title as the answer to the question.

What do you think of me, wmp?
Kesenai Tsumi - Nana Kitade
inerasable sin? That's one way of looking at it

Will I have a happy life?
Let It Over - Megumi Ogata
over what? the edge? I hope you're not implying that I have to end it for it to be happy.

What do my friends really think of me?
E-mail Me! - Paula Terry
Yay, they wish for spam!

Do people secretly lust after me?
Hikousen - Kumoko
what kind of answer is Airship?

How can I make myself happy?
Dive - BeForU
I hope you mean in water

What should I do with my life?
Finale B - Rent
You hate me, don't you?

Why must life be so full of pain?
Light My Candle - Rent
You're right! It's because nothing is burning! Does it have to be just a candle, though?

How can I maximize my pleasure during sex?
Sadame - Tenchu 3 trailer
I'll leave it all to fate then?

Will I ever have children?
Rakuen - Do As Infinity
I'll find paradise instead? Sweet!

Will I die happy?
Pain - Xenosaga anime ED
I knew it!

Can you give me some advice?
Gee, Officer Krupke - West Side Story
haha.

What do you think happiness is?
Iroppoi Jirettai - Morning Musume
Iroppoi - amorous, sexy, erotic
Jirettai - vexing, irritating, impatient
...maybe the online dictionary I used is inaccurate

What's my favourite fetish?
Game - Ayumi Hamasaki
obsessions and fetishes are 2 different things!

My windows media player hates me and wants me to die T_T

EDIT: looking back, my wmp used to be so optimistic. Time sure changes people... and media players.

posted by Raziel @ 5:11 AM 0 illusions

L.E.A.P. to your doom!

...I swear, that title was not inspired by Power Rangers the Movie. It really has nothing to do with suicide.

L.E.A.P.... I only heard of it yesterday night. What could it mean? Leprechauns Eating A Pear? Lasallian's Evil Attempt at Pacing? Lounge, Enjoy, Appeal and Publicize? Whatever the meaning, it's still a program that gives a free day on a weekday at the cost of three successive hours of a topic of our choice. Kind of. It's not really a choice if you're limited to a handful of classes not yet full when you decide to apply for one late. bah, running sentence. It must be a miracle if it can be understood properly in the first read. I must really enjoy prepositions if I keep making those. I used to confuse prepositions and propositions before. Good thing I was never caught doing so, at least during times when I realized it soon after. My timing is really bad, realizing things so late...

Thanks to my timing, I failed to apply for a class I could look forward to, such as pro gaming, learning German or Spanish, Wushu, Photoshop tutorials, watching Ironman or Heroes episodes 1-5, or even the writing workshops. All thanks to me finally going to apply at 9 only to find out the service is only from 8am to 8pm.If I recall correctly, I was left to choose from dancing, non-martial art sports, archeology, that one religion related one, and more that didn't really catch my attention. Good thing there was a story telling crash course class still open. Not quite as excited as I would have been if I got one of my more ideal ones though.

Ideal situations... I always had to have a plan B. Whenever I'd have an ideal schedule to get everything done in a day or an ideal set up for a moment of relaxation, it would often get ruined by something as simple as someone else being in the bathroom at the time I needed among all other times when it was completely unused or an unexpected announcement that the family had to go out for dinner or something. heh, Another running sentence. Whenever I was so sure it would work out and didn't think of an alternative, it would really get to me, no matter how trivial. hmm, That's probably why I don't plan so far ahead. It also helps if plans are a bit loose for flexibility so I can easily shrug off interruptions.

I hope there won't be any interruptions on Sunday. It seems so clear for attending the convention from start to finish as long as I have Mass on Saturday. oh yeah, Psicom convention on Sunday, Le Pavillion. Events start at 10am. It's kind of useless stating that now though. Seems like everyone else already has plans for that day. I wonder how they'll pull off that homosexual male turning into a female superhero after swallowing a rock in a musical. Or should have I said "muzical"? Whee, I'm ranting! I'd probably start talking about Avenue Q's schadenfreude and moments of it I experienced recently if I continued.

Here's to an abrupt end to a pointless rant!

posted by Raziel @ 7:16 AM 0 illusions

Never Was Good in This Game...

defeated eventful week!

gained 220 exp
- 70 for difficult virus/trojan exposure
- 50 for extended watersports exposure
- 20 for train balance
- 30 for tricycle riding
- 50 for NSTP-C1

spoils:
- 1 Half-Life crack
- 1 Hamachi program
- 1 trojan making virus
- 1 phobia of downloading cracks/keygens
- 1 vacation to Palawan
- 8 good meals
- 3 silvanas
- 5 1/2 absences
- 2/3 NSTP-CI class
- 2 papers from NSTP-C1 class
- 2 homework
- 1 wireless cardbus adapter
- 1 USB mouse
- 1 bad impression on teachers(probably)

losses:
- 1 satisfaction
- 1 theoretical Broodwar crack
- 2 school days
- 5 1/2 attendance
- 1 submission of tredone assignment
- 2 speecom quizzes
- 1 fwteams quiz
- 1 MRT stored value card
- ? game time
- ? internet time

Pesos: P200(to be used for stored value cards)

Ranking: D
Good effort, but could have avoided many losses and unwanted spoils. Improve rank by attempting to catch up. *coughcoughyou'reahopelesscasecoughcough*

whee, the lazy way to update a neglected journal!

Laziness Penalty: -50 points
Updated Ranking: E

...bah.

Complaint Penalty: -20 points
Updated Ranking: E-

...

posted by Raziel @ 6:46 AM 0 illusions

Got to love hidden links...

posted by Raziel @ 4:04 AM 0 illusions

Adjustment went by without hassle, just self-doubt. Dropped tredone after thinking about the time slots, but is delaying it really as safe as I think it is? I guess I'll find out eventually. It would be really helpful if one of those tuesday-thursday tredone classes became available.

What was I thinking, thinking that I could enroll right after adjustment? ...oh right. Back then, my schedule had the same tuition fee anyway and I could have just payed using the old schedule.

To not put going out to waste, I found out I cannot get myself into a closed section unless I'm a graduate student, or planning to sit in. Sitting in would defeat the purpose of getting into tredone though. Went off to Mandaluyong after and got myself Dirge of Cereberus(which could be a stupid purchase considering some opinions I've heard. oh well, it's still FF7), Kung Pao(because I didn't see the whole thing and wanted my own copy) and Rent's soundtrack(movie, though. I don't think there's any of the original musical's. also wanted a personal copy)

Giving up on luck for tredone on TTH, I replaced it with intfilo so I can regain whatever stability I had left in my progress through the flowchart. ...No, I did not copy the idea of someone else. okay,maybeIdid. If I did this sooner, I should have washed my hands of the matter of paying entrance fees by now.

I've been clicking on submit this entire time instead of save after altering my schedule a lot. Hopefully, that mistake won't bring any problems. If it just accepted my first schedule anyway, I'd end up with a tredone, but no lunch break for MF. Not much harm there.

posted by Raziel @ 6:24 PM 0 illusions

wHy YeN appear!
Hey, Ya pwN a rep!
paY Her peN way!

Frohes Neues Jahr! May you have many more anagrams in this new year!

Spanish relatives arrived around two days ago. I wish I picked up enough Spanish to practice speaking, but I still don't know enough. I didn't know there was any tradition of eating one grape a second during the countdown. Since we didn't have grapes, spanish cousin and her friend took orange slices. Spanish cousin's first act in the new year would have been choking if they were following the right clock *swt*

Internet has been slow lately. It recovered a bit, since I can finally access yahoo messenger again and sites load successfully more often, but it's still slower than usual. Is it just around my area? I don't see anyone not in this city having problems. Well, I guess I can live as long as this doesn't last until January 4. I still have enrollment and adjustment to take care of.

current sleeping schedule: 3:00am - 12:00nn or later
I tried fixing it, I really did! I'm just too wide awake during the night!

posted by Raziel @ 12:43 AM 0 illusions